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Side Effects
04:00
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I’m falling victim to the medicine again
I upped the dosage to take away the visions
Swarming through the cracks in my brain
They haunt my thoughts in every way
The Devil’s dancing in my head
Thought by now I had you dead
These side effects are killing me
It’s just a product of loving you
Please help me to find a remedy
Before I go insane
I feel it rushing in to take away everything
A hungry ghost that craves my heart and my identity
These side effects are killing me
It’s just a product of loving you
Please help me to find a remedy
Before I go insane
Is this what I get for giving?
The keys to my prison.
These side effects are killing me
It’s just a product of loving you
Please help me to find a remedy
These side effects are killing me
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No Vacancy
03:44
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All the signs led me astray
There's no vacancy
My head is filled with the fear of everything
With my thoughts in disarray
There's no vacancy
Paranoid feeds inside me ever day
Where did this all stem from?
Why am I scared to run
When all I want to do is reach the end?
But there's no end in sight
For what's been plaguing me
This anxiety is crippling
When I'm lost inside the gray
There's no vacancy
The color in my life begins to fade
As I'm brought into the fray
There's no vacancy
The battles I have lost pull me away
I'm always sinking in the sea of worry
The tides of crushing fear
Cloaking me in fury
I'm always sinking
I'm always sinking
There's no vacancy left in my head
This anxiety fills me with dread
There's no vacancy left in my head
This anxiety fills me with dread
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3. |
The Faithless Wonder
03:26
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When I wake up you won't be there
I've come to terms with the fact you never were
Searched eighteen years to find myself
But I came up empty-handed
Your word swore that you'd see this through
But you left me feeling stranded now
If you were ever real
You would've washed out all the lies
A thousand times I needed proof
There was hope in my cries
I can't deny this anymore
This is who I am
This is who I am
The faithless wonder
The faithless wonder
Now that I'm older I see where I went wrong
I spent my faith in fairy tale and song
Now twenty-seven years have passed me by
And I don't know who I am inside
Your grace I thought would show me truth
But in myself I now confide
If you were ever real
You would've washed out all the lies
A thousand times I needed proof
There was hope in my cries
I can't deny this anymore
This is who I am
This is who I am
The faithless wonder
The faithless wonder
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The Flaw Left in My Code
03:51
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The desperate come alive when the world's not fair
A life that's been robbed of everything in the atmosphere
I swear I don't deserve this
Can someone please get me the hell away from here?
Circumstances never change
I had to learn the harshest way
Life is full of lessons tat beat you into the ground
Time and time again I'd crawl
And pray I'd reach the end
But the hole grew ever deep
A black abyss ahead
I swear I don't deserve this
Can someone please get me the hell away from here?
I'll face the fact
I'm not coming back
No one can save me from myself
I'll shed this weight
This is the flaw left in my code
Accept it you deprived yourself of anything that is real
The walls you hide behind can't even shield you from the faults you feel
I'll face the fact
I'm not coming back
No one can save me from myself
I'll shed this weight
This is the flaw left in my code
I need to change
But I don't know the way
Give me a sign
I know it's mine
This weight to give
Before I die
I'll face the fact
I'm not coming back
No one can save me from myself
I'll shed this weight
This is the flaw left in my code
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Before I Die Alone
05:14
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Father, when I was young
You taught me to run with my dreams and spread my wings
But as I grew old time just slipped away
I never took flight
And I yearn for a change
So here I am to say
Before I die alone
I want to raise a son
Into an honest man
Unlike his father could be
Before I die alone
I want to teach my daughter love
To embrace her mind, body, and soul
Mama, I want to do my best
But every step I take is another strike against
How do I get there?
Before I die alone
I want to make my father proud
Of the man he raised me to be
Before I die alone
I want to see my mother smile
As I reach new heights I never dreamed before
How long do I have before I go?
Is there a way to break free of this cage?
I want to be set free
I want to be set free
Before I die alone
I will soar amongst the stars
Before I die alone
I will be complete
I will be complete
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Discovery
00:59
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Discover me for all I lack
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Answers
03:28
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Dead & Done
03:45
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The Weight
03:50
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I Will Be Complete
04:09
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Space and time
Weigh their existence in my head
As the chemicals in my brain
Imprison my body to the bed
Trace the lines
To the inception of my life
Did I ever strive hard enough
To paint the picture of the end?
I will never sleep
I will be complete
Just not tomorrow
I know I have the tools
To free my soul
I was incomplete
And filled with sorrow
But now I hold the tools
To make me whole
Now is the time
To seek acceptance of my past
And when I'm dead in the ground
I pray my legacy will last
Let's burn it down
Let's burn this kingdom of scars
Take back my life
It was never yours
I will never sleep
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I’m so far away from everyone
Everything holds no meaning like it should
My head has overrun it’s course today
This is where I’ll go to die
I walk through the graveyard to find a hole to put me in
Maybe this time it’ll hold me close so death himself can be my friend
Where can I rest my head tonight?
Where can I rest my head tonight?
The pit inside grew darker where I stood
I’m drowning faster than I thought I ever could
What is it like to taste Death’s sweetest kiss?
Will it bring eternal bliss?
I walk through the graveyard to find a hole to put me in
Maybe this time it can hold me close so death himself can be my friend
Where can I rest my head tonight?
Where can I rest my head tonight?
I walk right through the door
Can you hear my voice ring anymore?
I’m screaming to be heard
The pain inside resides
It finds it’s home inside my broken soul
I am taken whole
I walk through the graveyard to find a hole to put me in
Maybe this time it can hold me close so death himself can be my friend
Where can I rest my head tonight?
Where can I rest my head tonight?
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Taylor James Orlando, Florida
Music for the lost, the insecure, and the broken.
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